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Thu Oct 8, 2009, 2:48 AM
this is a journal
i am spiderman

  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Listening to: music
  • Playing: Furcadia -- Rich, Rikadu

&_. somebody call 911

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 3:50 AM
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. it's been a while since my last journal.
and i've kinda changed a lot since then.

i dropped psychology.
as much as I loved it I couldn't deal with the stress my family members put on me for it, and it only caused me to dislike it more and more knowing that they were disappointed with my choice.
I live to please people, i guess.
so now i've taken up an animal management course, it's a big jump from wanting to work with humans to animals, but being a vet is always something i've thought about doing, in fact, as a younger girl it was the only thing i wanted. i was always bringing home animals and wrapping them up with toilet roll.
of course, no one wants me to do that either, but i dont think my passion for animals will die just like psychology did.

hm, what else.
i've started ice skating again, my mum finally said i could go back. it was amazing. :heart: eveyone i knew four years ago still remembered me, i got so much attention that night i was smiling for days on end. funnily enough one of my friends who use to skate when i did is still there, he use to weigh 16 stone (224 pounds) and now he only weighs 8 stone.(112 Pounds) and he's hot. i'm dating him now, but i feel like i'm using him to get past someone i was seeing not along ago. i cant get the stupid bastard out of my head. but i do like kyle, he's sweet, i think i want it to be more than dating now, martin's way out of the picture.

um, i guess that's really all i've been doing lately. nothing all that important. i just wanted to get rid of that violent journal that was here before.

  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: Sexy Chick - Akon
  • Playing: Furcadia -- Rich, Rikadu

ranttttttrantrantrant

Thu Aug 6, 2009, 4:54 AM
It's getting to a point where I just want to drop everything i'm doing in my life and turn out like one of those peop-le who work in a clothes shop until i'm 90. seriouisly.

Everytime I consider a career option my dad an his girlfriend, quite bluntly, tell me it's bull shit and make me feel bad about myself.

Since I fell in love with Psychology, all i've wanted to be is a psychiactic doctor. I was planning to do everything i needed to. I had it all down in my head and I was excited to dive right into it all.
Until my dad told me I wasnt intelligent enough to be one.

Since then my self esteem droppped and the whole idea and plan on being a Psychactric doctor was out the window.

So I considered doing child psychology.
Definatly not. Dad's girlfriend is a teacher so she knows 'everything' about education links to childeren. They just went on a big rant about being a nursrey worker? wtf. I didn't say anything ABOUT a nursery. But apparently I'd be wasting 2 years of my life doing that.

So I decided on dog/animal psycology and that's a bad idea because my dad doesn't want me to do anything to dow ith animals blaablafuckingbla.

I know their opinion shouldn't affect me, but it does. I've always been up for impressing my dad - he's the only person I feel I need to impress. But nothing ever fucking good enough for him.

I mean, HE hasn't even been to collage or university. and she's a primary school teacher who's always struggled to even get a fucking job.

So, yeah.
Maybe I should just forget my love for psychology and go work in Primark for the rest of my life.
He might actually be proud of me if I do something that doesn't help people untless I'm showing them where the size fucking 10s are.

  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: the fucking steam coming out my ears.
  • Playing: Furcadia -- Rich

amaterasu

Tue Aug 4, 2009, 1:51 AM
ur a wot?

  • Mood: Lmao

I want to buy 95x95 pixle art of uz

Sun Jun 7, 2009, 10:01 AM
yessss.
i need a furcadia portrait for Hubie.

and not the run-of-the-mill ones that people parade around lately.

Srsly, people sell canine portraits for like, 20 dollars and they look like anything but a canine.


So yes.
i'm willing to pay in real money, digos, neopoints ect ect ect. for an amazing portrait for him. :/
plz dont offer unless you know you're a faboo artist.

  • Mood: Rant

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